Give me a break!

I really beh tahan r…..#$@%^(_*&$#+*/~!
I really need a place for me to throw out all grumbles…
Am I too sensitive, too kind or what?
Dun think I am nice to bully, I just to escape or avoid any frighten or argument only!
I already quite kind with everyone!
Dun try to test my patient level…
I am a ‘quite bomb’, if the bomb touch the fire, will get boom easily…!
If you treat me good, I will treat you much much more better!!!


Or should I be transparent?
Dun bothers too much?
Or I should be more patient?
Or I should endure all the things happen to me?
I really hate selfish people, and who like to spoke people at the back!
Let me tell you all the people who ‘wear mask’ is really terrible scary!!!
Please dun pretend too friend or too kind in front people, ok?
I wouldn’t belief you all!
I feel want to vomit!


Sometimes I feel can’t compare my self with others…
I swear I not jealous with others who is damn lucky than me…
I know the god is love me and take care of me too…
But just let me blame or scold for while…
Remember! Reminder! I was the lucky in the world too…


Or I too pressure myself?
I really need to give myself a break or a long holiday…
I can’t sleep at night yesterday…
I really feel want to cry!
Please let me forget everything in my mind please…
I hate working life…
I am tired...
Please give me a break!